Happy New Year to all that I haven't spoken to as of yet!

2010...FREEDOM! I want to be free! We've visited this before...let's revisit! What does breaking free mean to you? Leaving it all behind? Moving on? Closing my eyes to the past and 'getting over it'? GREAT!!! That IS freedom...for some!

Freedom,  to me means, DEALING! Uncovering the past and dealing with the pain, hurt, issues and everything else that comes with it! I've lived my life so far and have NEVER experienced true freedom in my mind until I came to the realization that I can't just 'get over it' I need to 'GO THROUGH IT!' 

Getting over a wall leaves that wall right where it stood! Just as soon as my guard is down or I am feeling a little low, that wall gets closer and closer to me  until it's in my face again! Going through that wall tears it down; it makes a considerable hole in the wall; taking away the foundation, making the wall so weak that it will soon have to fall leaving no 'tie' to this issue! Freedom - The absence of or release from all ties!

2010 rolled in on me like a bulldozer - whether I was ready for it or not! I had mixed emotions about this new year and I still do, but it didn't stop it from coming! I don't know what it holds. I have to say that I am a little uneasy about what it brings! I am not making anymore empty decrees or declarations on this year! I am dealing in the REAL of the matter. Decreeing (giving a formal and authorative order) when I don't have the law behind me due to my being out of place nulls the decree! Declaring (to state emphatically) when I have no power due to being out of place nulls my declaration! If a thing is decreed or declared out of my mouth this year - I will be IN PLACE and WITH POWER!

So....with that said! Let's welcome my new friend to the group - ME!

~Lady~